Stranger in a familiar land

I feel like a stranger in a familiar land
I don’t succeed in coming to terms
With what I’m surrounded by

Contexts lose their meaning
Words in my mouth are stuck
Climbing up the ladder ever to fall

If I could only get rid of my memories
I could live happily

Living in a bubble, I hope it won’t burst
The world outside means emptiness
And also means disgust

Walking blindfolded
Will I find my path?
Will this stranger feel at ease in his own land?

If I could only get rid of my memories
I could live happily